redrosebluviolet

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Words to Heal a Broken Heart by redrosebluviolet, literature

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Words to Heal a Broken Heart

She stood in the doorway and vowed she would miss him He reached in to hug her. She wanted to kiss him. They walked in different directions, she turned around for one last glance, She hoped this wasn't real, that he would give her one more chance. The morning came so sudden. It was time to leave that life behind. Her eyes were nearly swollen shut. Love had, truly, made her blind. He had broken her heart and gave his to another. So foolish to believe him when he claimed he didn't love her She stayed in her room, and hoped for a cure. They claimed time would heal. She still wasn't sure. Days would pass. Nights would l

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Depression of my Soul by redrosebluviolet, literature

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Depression of my Soul

As this wretched world, filled with hate and sorrow, my life from a non-existant God i now borrow. the blade trips my skin, Struggling, I take two breaths in as selfish and saddened tears fill my eyes. The knife\'s blade reaches towards darkened skies,may my tombstone read: \"A friend has died.\" I slice just once, the pain lingers in my heavy heart. I\'m sorry my friends, now it\'s time to part, whispering goodbyes to you all, as my tortured body slowly falls.

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Life in my eyes by redrosebluviolet, literature

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Life in my eyes

Looking towards a hopeless fate, I imagine what it\'s like. What\'s it like not to feel like this, waking everyday not knowing you\'ll survive. My knife becomes my friend, it\'s there for comfort when I need escape. Not running the other way in times needed most. Long sleeves hide curious eyes from scars they need not see. Please leave me here in misery, I plead you let me be. Locked up in this dark room, the aroma of death wraps tightly, as if to say there\'s no escape. No one can know that I am more than just a different sort. A constant struggle to do a simple task, to live. But to me that\'s what it is. I hope you will cr

Think about it by redrosebluviolet, literature

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Think about it

Just try for once, to understand how I feel. You pretend I don\'t matter, that I cease to exist. I\'m a bit like all of you, I want to be loved, I have dreams and hopes, it\'s true. You don\'t care though, as long as you\'re make-believe world is still functioning. I\'m amazed at how cruel you are. I ask for friendship you turn away. I\'m wandering, I\'ve gone astray. It\'s possible you hear me cry, I want and wish to be normal. You lie there staring into space, you\'re out of focus with my feelings. This will never make a difference, it will be overlooked of course. But when I\'m suddenly gone and you fake your tears, I

The Unaware by redrosebluviolet, literature

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The Unaware

I\'m trampled over by the unaware. My friends fight for a hopeless cause. It\'s a bitter world we live in, to make it we must have happy thoughts. In this way I am different. I don\'t think of happy times, of sunsets and of birds. I think of suicide, bloody knives, and corpes laying dead. I\'m abnormal you might say, I\'ve heard I\'m crazy and insane. The pressure to be one of them doesn\'t interest me one bit. Running away from all the actors, who play in one big act. I choose my fate, don\'t hesitate to tell you how it is. If i complete my journey, what\'s left waiting at the end? Nothing. Nothing for a tortured mind li

Bestest Friend Ever by redrosebluviolet, literature

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Bestest Friend Ever

So many people on this earth\'s surface, and a few i am lucky to call my friends. There shines one person who i call my best. She\'s a girl much like me, we\'re both trying to find our way as crying shadows in the corner. My worst day seems not all too bad, when she\'s there to hold my head up high. i feel priveleged to be able to call this one person mine, and am certain we\'ll still be around with the passing of time. I know our friendship grows more each day by the hour, she gives me the strength to make it through constant struggles. With all this I thank her from places in my heart unknown. For the greatest gift to me she h

All Of You by redrosebluviolet, literature

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All Of You

All the love they claim to give comes from sympathetic untrue souls. It hurts after eternity to hear your lies. They eat at my broken heart like vines, I bleed always. They torture my body and capture my mind. There\'s no escape, yet I continue to run. I\'m bleeding from the ropes of hate, bitterness, and depression. All of you greedy creatures grab happily at my insides, tugging at my heart, playing with my emotions. Have you no shame? You push you shove and watch as my bones are swept away with the passing of time.

Thoughts of a Suicidal Teen by redrosebluviolet, literature

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Thoughts of a Suicidal Teen

Sometimes I want to escape and to focus on better things. No pills you claim are magic will cure this crazy girl. I wrap up in my sheets and suffocate the hate. My fingers sweep across the physical scars. They tell of tortures past. Bringing it upon myself, theres no regrets as I remember times laughing, smiling, and feeling as thoughI hadn\'t a care in the world. That girl is gone so forget her, I say. There\'s no possible way for someone like me, to make it in this world. I\'m alone.

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Deviant for 21 years
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My Bio

Current Residence: Kentucky and Maryland
Favourite genre of music: None, I like what I like..
Favourite photographer: Kyle, Justine, and Chris
Operating System: Windows XP
Skin of choice: Pierced
Favourite cartoon character: Grumpy Bear
Personal Quote: (Look in Signature)

Favourite Visual Artist

Justine, Leelynn, Kyle, Joey, Aaron, Blink

Favourite Movies

Rocky Horror Picture Show, May, Girl Interrupted, The Virgin Suicides, Grease, The Ring, etc.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Green Day, Manson, AFI, SOAD, Murderdolls, Blink 182, Sublime, Monkees, Billy Talent, Sugarcult

Favourite Writers

Joey, Justine, and Alex

Tools of the Trade

Pen & Paper

Other Interests

Poetry/Writing, Reading, Music, Friends, CareBears, Piercings, etc.

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redrosebluviolet

Nov 1, 2007

An Update..2 Years Later

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I rarely come on DA anymore but I do submit things from time to time. I don't write nearly as much as I used to but try to take photographs of things I find interesting. I'm definitely not a photographer but it's fun. If anyone wants to stay in touch, I can most likely be reached at www.myspace.com/karebear_87 A lot of things have changed since I last posted here and there's entirely too much to type at once. The short version is that I am no longer with Alex after 2 years together. I moved back to MD only to move to KY in January of 2007 after meeting my boyfriend, Jon. We've been together for going on two years and have our own place in R

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redrosebluviolet

Sep 7, 2005

Etc.

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---- :w00t: I Graduated! :w00t: Arundel Senior High: Class of 2005! :date: 2 Years Together On October 23rd! :date: :heart: I'm In Canada With My Alex..And I'm Staying!! :heart: :smooch: ~c0ldavatar (https://www.deviantart.com/c0ldavatar) :smooch: (Always and Forever :heart:) :hug: :iconbethwaskie: :hug: -Beth(ie) :hug: :iconducttapefanatic: :hug: -Joey :hug: :iconaoxa: :hug: -Justine :hug: :iconaddictt: :hug: -Susan :hug: :iconttearz: :hug: -Leelynn :hug: :iconreigo: :hug: -Kyle

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redrosebluviolet

Jun 2, 2005

Home Sweet Home

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We finally found an apartment! Last Saturday we moved in.. it's 2 bedroom (though the other room is now a dining room), living room, kitchen, and bathroom. It didn't look so great when we first looked at it..but after cleaning up and moving our own things in..it's a nice place to live. I'll take pictures and make a collage or something soon. We got a kitty together..Charlie Chocolate Boddam. He's gray/black striped and is so sweet. We'll submit our family portrait soon..lol I'm currently applying for Permanent Residence and I have a job working with Alex's mom. I'm thinking about taking night classes at Niagara College and working

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dunkler-adlig

Aug 22, 2008

Doug was here >_>

*flies away*

mmefrusciante

Nov 1, 2007

You like Green Day ? It's my favourite band :]

darkenedwolf

Jun 4, 2007

the part near dc, like.. river road off of 495 until it gets me into dc. I go to gaithersberg ever so often but I'll be gone in 5 days, off to Ga to start a new life with this Amazing girl I met.

waterystar

Jun 1, 2007

hey I just saw you on my recent watch list(Youre like one of the handful of people that watched me) so I had to check by your page to see whats up with ya. ^^

I feel pretty bad cause I cant keep up with anyone on here :< Last I knew you were still planning on going to Canada. Hope all is well with you. Canada better be treating you right!

darkenedwolf

Apr 22, 2007

lol I had to do this. Its been over a YEAR Since someone posted on your page so here is a post! I was reading through my old stuff and realized that you use to live in md. Funny, I drive through there almost every day for work now. lol

*woofs at you*

MelissaLeona

Feb 17, 2006

YOU HAVE BEEN HUGGED!!!

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

*dingding* RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You can't hug the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- hug 6 other people
4- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitly get started hugging right away!

aoxa

Nov 23, 2005

hey karen its me.. im moved out and have no computer :\ so i really cant keep in touch with you.. if you miss me at all.. please call me!!!! im gonna note you my number.. please call and not alex kay? its just me and susan.. so dont be shy.

i work at winners now :S and i have a new cat named nestly.. omg what a frigger he is.. he sits in the sink when he knows im going in to have a shower or something cause he likes when i turn the water on!

hes so pretty.. and he tries to suck on my face.. hes almost 6 months now! youd love him

please call me?

Love Justine